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Northridge, Ca, United States
A day spent walking in my uncharted shoes will take you on the Roller-Coaster ride of a life time. With very few stops on this glorious road through life I am prepared to tackle all challenges that lay hidden in the unwritten chapters of my story. I open up my journey with the College Scene, indeed it is a simple life filled with love-hate-sucess-failure-happieness-and regret.....but it doesnt stop there. No, Not if your the man EVERYONE seems to have a watchful eye on looking to disect you from head to toe. Its a different world when faced with this one condition and at it any given moment one must check himself for the sake of sanity. The key is to take all that is revealed and multiply it by a power of 10. Thats the effect I recignize, That's the pressure I feel, and thats where I set the bar that I am to live up to day in and day out. You will see in time though as we work our way through my lifes chapters day by day. We will journey deep, hard, and long and when I reach my final destination I will satisfy either life or death..... Welcome to my World, my Life, My Dream; A Black Tie Affair.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Music

Recently, I've  tapped into a deeper creative outlet to some stress. Writing being the successful key used to express myself, I began to write lyrics. I think it is a Beautiful thing and I look to fall through with it. I know that it's been a while since I've showed some love to my blog but I am very much still into blogging. This blogsite is very important and vital to me and it is going to be the foundation for my future. I will record my journey here and slowly but surely I look to see it pick up on the activity. So much to say and so little time, I am not sure if i should try to rush in everything that has been going on with me but I will update you on a few things. Temporarily, I have left school. This is a hard thing to come to terms with but I am busting my ass to try and get back so that I can get myself back on track. This past semester I let things get way out of hand and I gave up caring for a brief moment. That was all it took for me to lose my standing and slip and fall. Education is important, it has fostered a mindset like mine in which i take great pride in. I have to get back into school because I am much too eager to make it to the next level of mental greatness (as I call it) lol maybe thats just ego, but I mean if I'm not confident in myself than who will be. Only time will tell if things will go as planned so it is unfortunately for me the waiting phase. Music has been my comfort in this time and taking a liitle break from school has been fun. I am blessed and I believe that things will get better. That is all I have time for at the moment but I will be back!

......As for my book thats in the works:) Jadison is for now on pause but still in the works. I think about him all the time and the kind of world I wish to build for you all to experience when his story actually comes full circle. It is going to take time hopefully not years and years but definately time. I have got to get a lap since I had to let my last one go:( Soon though, very soon.

you all have a great day! and Happy Holidays:)

PS. I will be 21 in just 9days!!! INSANEEEE!!!!
Godbless.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

I am not dead pple!!

Hey haven't had much time to blog over the past few months but I am still alive and well working on myself in this time of quietness lol. Stay supportive to the blog and patient I will be coming back soon!!!!!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I am not dead:

I am not dead.... Nor am I hiding.

I am at work on my masterpiece.

I've ventured far

wide

and deep

Cant stop until his journey is done.
Must keep writing so that his life can be fulfilled.

I call him Jadison.