She was my everything. My night, my day, my light, my dark, my love, my happiness. She was my everything.
With her I was complete and whole.
She was the keeper of my heart who I entrusted with to hold, to love, to cherish…
Her smile was my ecstasy, her laughter was my healing, her presence was my protection, and her touch…Her touch was my life taking off on the road to our Happily Ever After Fairytale Ending.
Her words were sweet and warm.
And with her by my side I was someone unlike any other human that walked this earth. I was Spiderman and she was my Mary Jane.
And a prisoner of her love I was. My only wishes were to fall deeper into her love and be her one Knight in Shining Armor.
But Doubt…
Doubt was the Enemy.
My Victorious enemy at that. How he made his way into her heart, only God knows.
All I know is I lye here in a pool of my loves blood grasping for air; for life. For the day she doubted who I was and what I was to her in truth was the day my soul departed with no farewell. My heart left broken, shattered, and destroyed.
Why?... Because Life is a bitch, a beautiful bitch. That’s the conclusion I have come to acknowledge.
I question though this…For something so good, and true; so beautiful and pure, why was there such a cruel ending.
I turn from her forever now and seek comfort within myself. How could someone so beautiful turn heartless and take the life of her lover?
About Me
- Lawrance
- Northridge, Ca, United States
- A day spent walking in my uncharted shoes will take you on the Roller-Coaster ride of a life time. With very few stops on this glorious road through life I am prepared to tackle all challenges that lay hidden in the unwritten chapters of my story. I open up my journey with the College Scene, indeed it is a simple life filled with love-hate-sucess-failure-happieness-and regret.....but it doesnt stop there. No, Not if your the man EVERYONE seems to have a watchful eye on looking to disect you from head to toe. Its a different world when faced with this one condition and at it any given moment one must check himself for the sake of sanity. The key is to take all that is revealed and multiply it by a power of 10. Thats the effect I recignize, That's the pressure I feel, and thats where I set the bar that I am to live up to day in and day out. You will see in time though as we work our way through my lifes chapters day by day. We will journey deep, hard, and long and when I reach my final destination I will satisfy either life or death..... Welcome to my World, my Life, My Dream; A Black Tie Affair.
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