Fuck you, fuck him, fuck her, fuck them
fuck it all. Somone once told me that the good guy always finishes last. I Proudly laughed it off and thought to myself...What a douche bag, a low life rather- with the mind of a undeveloped child and the experience of a single sperm waiting to be fertilized. How could the good guy always finish last? That doesnt make sense..does it? If good prevails over evil, and bad guys walk in the shadow of evil then why the hell does the good guy finish last?
...................ok, wait.... let me open the door to reality. These people arnt bad guys but indeed I am the good guy and I am saying in truth...FUCK YOU
I am the nice guy, I am the good guy, I am the one who will take the bullet for my worse enemy overlooking what he or she may have done.
I am the guy who will jump through loops for you.
YOU being the person who I just got off the phone with, or the person who just walked by me in the hallway on their way to class.You being the person reading this, or the person completely unaware that I or this blog even exist.
Yes...I am that person who puts himself on the line for you when I can, and when I cant at the cost of nothing. I sacrifice myself for you. That is to say that I am second nature and not first. But pump your breaks and let reality slap you in the face because I am not Superman, nor am I the Hulk. And as much as I wish that I could say that I am your friendly neighborhood Spiderman...I cant.
CONCLUSION
I am not a Superhero, I am not Superhuman
I am what you see when you look in the mirror every morning. I am a human being and I function as a human being. I have emotions--I get happy, sad, Angry--
I laugh, I cry, I smile, I eat, I think, I breath, I sleep
Dont you get it? I am a human being!
Realize that I dont keep going and going and going like the energizer bunny- No one does
...and im curious...I thought that the world revolved around the sun and that the people lived on the planet? When did this change? When did people start thinking that their needs were more important than the next, or the earth revolved around them? I CAN SOUND THE ALARM TO WAKE EVERYONE FROM THIS ILLUSION
I have no problem in doing so.... I mean I am here to help after all
You see the truth is that I truly understand the whole purpose to life itself.
Funny huh, at the young tender age of 19 I sit here claiming to have discovered the purpose to life and indeed I have.........I assume you wish me to reveal it to you
but I cant
its somthing that you live day in and day out
sun up til sun down- day after day after day
And when you discover it
life is beautiful, its everything you could ever imagine and you never want it to end.
But unfortunately for every start there is a finish and to every breath given, one is taken.
It appears my breaths have begun to limit themselves. Surely it seems that way from the begininng of this blog. I lose hope and await for someone like an older me to come uplift the feeble-minded man I have become. For I do agree that I am strong for my brethren who is all I have but when he who is so close to me makes to turn against me, I am weak and puzzled.
For I'd lay down my life to save my own enemys life and give my heart to save his enemys life....then why must I be turned upon with such betrayal
.....to this I say
Fuck you, fuck him, fuck her, fuck them all...
About Me
- Lawrance
- Northridge, Ca, United States
- A day spent walking in my uncharted shoes will take you on the Roller-Coaster ride of a life time. With very few stops on this glorious road through life I am prepared to tackle all challenges that lay hidden in the unwritten chapters of my story. I open up my journey with the College Scene, indeed it is a simple life filled with love-hate-sucess-failure-happieness-and regret.....but it doesnt stop there. No, Not if your the man EVERYONE seems to have a watchful eye on looking to disect you from head to toe. Its a different world when faced with this one condition and at it any given moment one must check himself for the sake of sanity. The key is to take all that is revealed and multiply it by a power of 10. Thats the effect I recignize, That's the pressure I feel, and thats where I set the bar that I am to live up to day in and day out. You will see in time though as we work our way through my lifes chapters day by day. We will journey deep, hard, and long and when I reach my final destination I will satisfy either life or death..... Welcome to my World, my Life, My Dream; A Black Tie Affair.
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like you said, your not a superheroe or superman and thats why i feel like you are hurting yourself but letting yourself take all the blame but no one will ever do that for you because no one has ever done that for me. we are a lot a like cody. it just sucks because we always believe the good in people and each time we get kicked in the ass. just rise above this like maybe i can get you to write an article to literary journals or become voice active with drug awareness programs. just do whatever you can to rise above and you will succeed. keep busy, get a job, and talk to someone who will not judge you or hurt you. i can be that person but sometimes its more than that you know? just figure out what you want to do but fight your case. in court if you need someone to talk on your behave, id be more than willing. i want the court to see how good of a person you are and you might be part to blame but trust me, you do not deserve all of what you are getting
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