Kill me dead for my soul has been sucked out of my body, and I lye here dead...Slain by the knock of a policeman awaiting my answer just on the other side of the dorm room door

Red against the black of this webpage is the best way to begin this part of the chapter- Given that you werent immediately pulled in through the tone of the title...

You know I ask myself time and time again Am I a good guy? And for the most part the answer that shoots out the left side of my brain is always yes. "Your a great Guy". and I go on about life satisfied with the days work. But today was my day of reckoning=\ .....
As I inhale the smoke coming off of the pipe from the flame kissing the sweet green bud inside the pipe, I am taken deeper and deeper into my state of  relaxation of the Universal mind controlling beats coming out through the speakers. I am on a road to extasy where worries don't exist and feeling good is the only thing that is allowed. Deeper and Deeper I fall into this state as I press forward kissing the pipe; I am making love to it and its as good as it gets. I exhale and my mission is complete. I am done, destination arrived at, and fantasy fulfilled...or so I think. I am enjoying my high and everything is good...too good.....

  3 knocks sound on the door with the impact of Thor's Hammer and HELL has been AWAKEN. The music is loud but I cant hear it-the piercing sound of lifeless horror consumes me and My insides contract  slowly pulling in toward the center of my body. It seems  as though my soul has left my body. THEN OUT OF NOWHERE 3 MORE LOUDER KNOCKS CAME AND I KNEW RIGHT THEN AND THERE THAT I WAS DEAD TO WORLD. STUCK LIKE GLUE. I SCRAPE UP THE WILL POWER TO MOVE TOWARD THE DOOR KNOWING THAT SOON MY DEAD BODY WOULD BE STARING LIFELESS UP AT MY SOUL IGNORANT TO THE SITUATION.  I MAKE IT TO THE DOOR AND WITH A TWIST OF THE KNOB THE DOOR IS FORCED OPENED AND  CONCEALED BeHIND THE DOOR STOOD 2 POLICEMAN AND 2 RA'S[RESIDENT ADVISORS]
sHOCK WAVES LITERALLY SHOT THROUGH MY BODY AND I WAS PARALYZED ...DEAD
In they walked one behind the other disecting the the scene with eyes like a tiger...quick and lethal. All was there to be seen, and placed delicately on the table. A charcoal colored nicely shaped piece paired with a bob marley lighter. [how classy right?] I WAS CAUGHT DEAD.
Still paralyzed by the rude awakening that I have been cursed with I try to force myself to get a grip and sober up...little help it was.

The short fat officer does the collecting of the bud, or as he called it the collecting of "evidence". Happily I wave good bye to the last of the weed I will ever smoke in my life. IM DONE WITH THIS SO CALLED SUBSTANCE KNOWN TO MAN AS MARIJUANA.
I believe it was christopher columbus and his group of men who brought it over to this land back during his expedition days. [info Courtesy of the history channel and youtube]

yes yes, ok, alright back to the fat officer and his collecting of "evidence''.
He cleans up well  and leaves not a crumb. We began to go through the standard procedure for someone whose caught with possession of marijuana. FML right now ....on goes the procedure; he gets my name, number, social security number ...EVERYTHING. He gets it all and finally the US government has added me to their system at the fine age of 19. I hear my file being pulled over the police officers radio...its a woman speaking: "Okay I have Cody Taylor, Male, 6ft 7inches, African American, 19yo, birthday= 12/26/1989 @ this address _________. "

My mind is racing 100miles a minute and the nautiousness kicks in. I am on the verge of throwing up the juicy BBQ "boneless" rib I just ate about an hour ago. I control my breathing to reduce the chances of vomit splattering the freshly cleaned floor.
It works.
The policeman tries to strike up some conversation to break the gloomy silence but his efforts where savagely defeated- For I am unable to converse, think, breath, blink.....I AM UNABLE TO FUNCTION.

Time is ticking...second after second...tick tock tick tock tick tock.
the time continues and soon I am handed a ticket citation with my name and court date on it....How cool it is to be an American Citizen right about now
The fat police officer bids me farewell and leads the way out my dorm room. FINALLY I AM FREE TO FREAK THE FUCK OUT !!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO NOW. I MIGHT AS WELL PACK UP MOVE TO CHINA AND CHANGE MY NAME TO PING LEE!!!! MY LIFE IS OVER AND IM DEAD. THIS ISNT A BAD DREAM, THIS IS REALITY MY FRIENDS..i CODY TAYLOR FUCKED UP BIG TIME AND THIS MISTAKE COULD COST ME EVERYTHING I HAVE WORKED HARD AT TO GET ME TO THIS PLACE. THIS GREAT, AMBITIOUS, OPPERTUNITY GIVING, KNOWLEDGE INSTALLING, AND LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE LIFESTYLE.[COLLEGE!!!]


As i think deep about what just happened, I calm down and I relax. The dorm is dead silent due to the murdering presence of the police that have just exited. Its just me, my room, and all my things here. No one and Nothing else exist. ITs quiet....real quiet and I have adjusted to this calm vibe. Its like the calm after a big scary storm...BINK!!! my cell phone notifies me that I have a text message from Dain[New Guy I met...pretty cool dude I would say].. my heart beat rises as a reAction and then thiings mellow out again-----

I am overwhelmed  and my thoughts grow limited. It is time that I do what is possibly the most valuable advice you can give any one person.
"Sleep on it"
yes yes I must sleep and hope for a better sence of understanding in the morning
...I am too weak from the battle....................
for I have been slain by the knock of a policeman.



[Live above the influence+Stay away from Drugs]!!!!!