[Cody]- "Walks over to the bed and turns on his Ipod...Connects the headset and slides the earbuds comfortably in his ears....let the ride begin"
What inspires me is music. It's somthing that takes me away from life, far away to parallel universe full of beats and rhythm. I am its lover. MUSIC. My lover and its faithful and worthy of all my trust. It gives me such a strong EUPHORIA that life itself doesnt seem to exist anymore. Its such a GRAND feeling that pills and drugs are unworthy of inflicting such ECTASY on one person. It turns my brain waves into an amusement park where everything is built around catering to me and my needs. A musical world is formed around me and holds me as its true prisoner of war. Its an ongoing battle of beats verses rhymes verses instruments verses lyrics--When the war Begins-- I am raped brutally and relentlessly. Mercy is for the Bitch that is sound asleep dreaming of counting sheep under a full moon.
Through music my dreams are reality, my problems are resolved and perfection is what is staring back a me as I stand here looking into the mirror. With music i can do anything-- flying through the concrete jungle as it reveals itself to me through the streets of New York is like a walk in the park; a walk in the park where the ground is made of the keys of a piano and the monkey bars are the strings of a spanish guitar. It whispers in my ear the sweetest sound ever known to man. I am weak to its attack and I release....Lying here defeated I am wet from my submission to music, to My love...
We lie together emotionally entangled. I am soothed by the touch of it and I cant take it anymore...this game of cat and mouse. I attack, penitrating music with all of my essence. I am vicious and head strong. Relentlessly returning the favor, I rape music with the eye of the tiger and the body of a Greek God. The tables have turned and with all of my might I dig deep and free fall in. Deeper and deeper Music and I fall into Ectasy...
falling......
Deeper...
and Deeper
My heart races...beating like that sound of a thousand clydesdale horses racing --I am at my climax
And I must release because of fear of the unknown
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About Me
- Lawrance
- Northridge, Ca, United States
- A day spent walking in my uncharted shoes will take you on the Roller-Coaster ride of a life time. With very few stops on this glorious road through life I am prepared to tackle all challenges that lay hidden in the unwritten chapters of my story. I open up my journey with the College Scene, indeed it is a simple life filled with love-hate-sucess-failure-happieness-and regret.....but it doesnt stop there. No, Not if your the man EVERYONE seems to have a watchful eye on looking to disect you from head to toe. Its a different world when faced with this one condition and at it any given moment one must check himself for the sake of sanity. The key is to take all that is revealed and multiply it by a power of 10. Thats the effect I recignize, That's the pressure I feel, and thats where I set the bar that I am to live up to day in and day out. You will see in time though as we work our way through my lifes chapters day by day. We will journey deep, hard, and long and when I reach my final destination I will satisfy either life or death..... Welcome to my World, my Life, My Dream; A Black Tie Affair.
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